(Originally featured in Literary Visions and later in Zygote in My Coffee.
My mother cleans each inch of the house
Dusts under clay pots from other countries
(My insignificance is average, though at
Moments I've touched stars)
My mother wears long flannel nightgowns
She wears a robe and moccasins for slippers
(The stars I've touched burned my hands
But left no scar to prove the journey)
My mother was an actress but needed money
Because she had a child too young
(I have other scars, imperfections on my body
I could have never been an actress)
My mother worked late hours in an office
While my father pursued his dreams
(The stories of my scars are average
I looked for stars in New York skies)
When my mother left my father
She found another man who left within a year
(Young and hungry, I fled New York
For Caribbean shores and the vastest skies)
My mother’s body glows bright white
like mine -- She wants to dance
(In Jamaica there was dancing every night
When I had left, my father still dreamed at home)
My mother is always reaching
Withdrawing, pausing, reaching
(Stars everywhere! My white skin shining
My father’s skin is almost brown)
When I returned my mother
Told me in the kitchen
He is gone
and the other one is here
(She wants to dance
She cleans
I want to dance
My hands burn from the stars)